music & lyrics: EFF
in time
if i hadn‘t gone with you that day
i wouldn‘t have heard
if i hadn‘t listened
i wouldn‘t have been spurred
if I hadn‘t had the heart
i wouldn‘t have lost the fear
if i were still scared
we would have stayed here
if we hadn‘t left
i wouldn‘t have scraped the sky
if i hadn‘t grown
i‘d still be miserable, or would i?
if i hadn‘t gone that day
i‘d still be miserable, or would i?
delusions of causality
are we crawling in a circle?
are we climbing up a path sublime?
or are we just sinking deeper in time?
if i hadn‘t gone with you that day
i wouldn‘t have understood
if i hadn‘t figured it out
i wouldn‘t have done what i could
if i hadn‘t been eager
i wouldn‘t have meddled
if i hadn‘t tried and tried
i wouldn‘t have settled
if i hadn‘t given in
i wouldn‘t have learned to cry
if i hadn‘t mourned
i‘d still be miserable, or would i?
guitars & bass & sounds: LOUPOE